BILLINGS, Mont. -- Firefighter Kenneth Jordan's ambition once was to lead one of the nation's elite teams of specialized wildfire and disaster incident managers. The challenge and responsibility seemed appealing.Not anymore. Not since a wildfire in Idaho three years ago left two firefighters dead -- and their fire commander facing potential federal charges for their deaths.These days, Jordan is thinking more about retirement."For an incident commander to have to look after everybody on a fire is ridiculous. It's a ridiculous theory," he said. .